Hello everyone ..
My name is Abhishek Dubey. I started blogging with a soul purpose to help others who are suffering with the problems I suffered and still finding a way to overcome it . The problems which I m gonna talk about are not merely just a problem . During my childhood , I had gone through lots of phase transition.
I learnt to endure these problems . So my writing will be mainly focused on how u could be more independent and free from soul . How ur attitude towards life could change the way u see it .How to boost up ur personality and live the life ,the way u want . I will try to help u by sharing my stories with u . If u feel anyway connected through these stories ,please free to share ur opinions and problems in the comment.
I dedicate my first blog to the problem which haunted me for my life and winning over it was not a duck soup.
How do u put this situation , I was called by my teacher to speak on a topic .And then something weired happens with me . I started all sweating , shivering ,trembling with the unknown fear . I really didn’t know what happened. My feet felt heavy to handle my weight , and I was all dead frightened to see my classmates waiting for me to start . But fear of exactly what ??
I was never like this before . I don’t know how this happened to me . But anyway I had to fight it . As far as I remember ,I acquired this habit of stammering in 2nd grade .
Since then my life was not normal . Humiliation and embarrassment was a new normal in my life. My friends had the great time making fun of me.Imitating me was a new sport in my class. They played bet on me if I could pronounce the word clearly which they ask me to.
Stuttering is not just a weired habit … It is a virus . It is something which u have no control of . It suppress your freedom of expression , and make u feel small every time u dare to utter a word .
My mother once told me its impossible to control one’s tounge …In my situation it really happened .
Everyone started acting differently to me , especially my family . It was so eerie and frustrating for me to answer when they asked me how did it happened to u ! U talk so funny .. How will u live in this society .. As if I asked for it !!!
But I didn’t give up ….
To be continued .